I forget for a minute

I woke up this morning without an alarm, without a sound without any movement. I just opened my eyes and imagined all of the things I could do today. And then within a second I remember that all of those things I will have to do by myself. I remember that my partner and I aren't going to get together and do some shopping, we aren't going to the zoo, we aren't planning dinner...we are planning our days in a different way. We both are trying to stay busy and fill the days with activities, people and duties. We talk as much as possible to stay connected to each others lives and to share our down time. So I am going to look forward to those moments when I first wake up and fantasize about all of the activities the days holds and sharing my time with my partner.