Feb 15, 2010

List goes on

I stopped blogging about my list of new adventures at 5 and don't really have a good reason. I have experienced new things but haven't been able to figure out the writing thing yet. Thank you to everybody who offered the support and reality check about my job. I have no doubt that I am done working for my boss and even more done with him thinking that I'm his bitch. And I know that something new is exactly what I need. But my self esteem has taken a bit of a hit through all of this and my heart is a little broken over leaving some of the kids that I have worked so hard with to see them finally graduate. I know that we all have reasons for going to work daily and the kids are mine. So the next couple of months will be busy with job hunting, rebuilding my self confidence and saying good-bye. At this point there are no new updates on the job situation but I promise to share if and/or when something comes along.

I was looking over my blog entries and you know it has been a rough couple of weeks. I really have been trying to look at it all as a new opportunities. Sounds good...doesn't it. But I also know that I am determined to believe that it will all come together and make me a stronger person. Honestly 2010 was suppose to be my year. It was my year to stand up and take a step forward. And while it hasn't happened the way I had hoped for I haven't given up either. So just going to take it day by day at this point.

11 comments:

Stacie's Madness said...

i see it differently...you are standing up...keep your chin up...we're all pulling for ya.

PinkPiddyPaws said...

Even the bad things happen to us for a reason, right? It's just hard to see it at the moment. I just know you'll find an awesome job that was made for you and things will start to look up again. Hugs!

Caroline said...

I am so sorry that you have had a crappy couple of weeks. I know it's really hard that you are having to leave your job, but this may be a huge blessing in disguise and turn out to be the best thing ever.

Hugs my friend.

Tee aka The Diva's Thoughts said...

You are just being positioned for the greatness that will be 2010. Just be patient and you will see.

us2 said...

i bet there is a wonderful opportunity right around the corner for u ...i just know it....hang in there ..........take care ..

This Mom said...

Your good stuff is coming, I'm sure of it. 2010 seems to have gotten off to a very rough start for a lot of people, so just keep on keeping on and the light at the end of the tunnel will be shining on you in no time.

WendyB said...

You can do it!

Beth said...

It has been a difficult time for you, but you're handling it with grace.

The Lady Who Doesn't Lunch: said...

Even when you write about being down or sad I still always think of you as a very positive person. You look toward the light and look for ways to improve your life rather than complaining and being stagnant. Mainly you always seem to be moving forward or at least DOING something rather than just moping and I think if you keep doing what you have always done - as described above - you're golden.

Charm City Barfly said...

I feel for ya. I was at my previous job for four years and absolutely hated it and was miserable with the people I worked with.

Good luck on finding a new job. Don't let it get you depressed.

Miss X said...

So sorry to hear about your grandfather and your job. I haven't been keeping up lately on my blog reading so sorry this is so late.