Express Yourself

I need to learn how to express myself. That sentance just made me smile and laugh for the first time in days. Expressing myself verbally is usually the thing that I do best. Expressing myself through writing, art, dance...whatever I haven't been able to do in a very long time. I use to sing. I sing to myself when I'm lonley, hurt, sick or stressed. I sing to myself with I feel joy, excitment...I sing to myself almost every time I am alone. Singing is my friend and my companion. I tell Melissa that I am "retired" and that is why I no longer sing in front of others. She has always wanted to know why...why would I be retired. I'm not ready to explore the reasons I shut the outside world out of my sanctuary. I am ready to admit that singing is my best form of expression. But I want more. I want to be creative, insightful and inspiring. I am going to work on improving this blog to more accurately express who I am, inside and out.