Jul 9, 2010

It's time

I have been stuck in my house for so long...all summer break to be exact. I have a bad back and can barley walk from from to room. So today I was back at my doctor trying to find some resolution and while I was waiting for the x-ray tech I saw the endocrinology room. Reproductive endocrinology to be exact. So I walked in and scheduled an appointment to start the process. I want a baby and I can keep waiting for everything to fall into place but hell I'm not sure it will ever actually happen. And I am not getting any younger so it's time to just start the process. I want to be a mom and this is a option available to a single, gay woman. I'm scared but excited and ready to start what I feel might be a very long process.

My last post was about my best friend and one of the things that I love about him so much is his zest for life. And I talked with him last night on his new adventure and he promised to still be a permanent fixture in my life (ie. in my child's life). So today I took the first step to try and do one thing that I really want...to be a mom.

9 comments:

us2 said...

i am so excited for u ....cant wait to hear more...

AJ's mommy said...

Sorry to hear about your back, but very happy to hear about the baby thing!!! Good luck to you!!! I know you will be an awesome mom. I wish you the best!!!

T said...

Good. For. YOU!!!!

SP said...

That is incredible and so exciting. I cannot wait to read all about your new journey!

WendyB said...

Good for you!

This Mom said...

Good for you!! We loved the endocrinologists we used, so I wish you lots and lots of luck on your journey. And lots of luck that it is a short one.

patsy said...

very excited for you!

Beth said...

That does sound cool! Looking forward to hearing more about it.

Beth said...

That does sound cool! Looking forward to hearing more about it.